Posted 27 September 2008 - 04:46 PM
I tried to do something else to get away from this thoughts but it did not work.
It is just like that.
Our reasons why we identify with you so much maybe different. But as a matter of fact we all feel the pain you feel.
Maybe you do not believe that - but it is true.
We lay down on our kitchen floors in agony and we cry and cry until our eyes don't have no tears anymore.
Just because you suffer so much and you are drowning in the sea of our love what we just can not understand.
We quit asking for the reason why - there is no reason and there are a thousand reasons.
That does not matter after all.
We are afraid to turn the radio on in the morning because we fear that the anchor man might say 'Amy Winehouse is dead'.
Why should we be bothered - why should you care that we might be bothered????
How many times do we have to assure you that we love you and care?
How many times do your beloved ones need to tell you that they love you and care?
I don't know the reason. - I don't want to speculate.
I know that there is ALLWAYS a reason.
Not the drugs and the alcohol are the killers.
It is the abuse that is the killer.