I called up my mom crying twice yesterday and I told her the only way I am really getting through it now is to pretend it didn't happen. When I see pictures of Amy I am just thinking to myself there she is, singing or doing other things. I'm not thinking that she has passed...it really can't register in my mind right now. The time I feel the worst is when I see the article on the news sites and read the headline...and when I saw the stretcher I just cried so much...but right now I am just going to not accept it and pretend it didn't happen.
Is anyone else in total denial?
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AlabamaGirl2007
, Jul 24 2011 02:12 PM
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Posted 24 July 2011 - 02:59 PM
i used to curse Buddha a lot times，but this time，i prey to him，if he let amy come back to live，i would never say anything bad to him，and i swear i will come to his temple to fete him every month。
please，make her alive，make her wake up，she is just in a deep sleep，she is just numb，she is not dead。
please，make her alive，make her wake up，she is just in a deep sleep，she is just numb，she is not dead。
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Posted 24 July 2011 - 08:05 PM
Total denial, I mean it's so crazy that somebody can tell you she died and then show you a pic of her at the sametime. Every time i see a vid or listen to a song I go, oh there she is that guy on tv was lying. Actuallt I don't know what to think I hope it's all a promo thing but then I see her dad and feel so bad for her family.
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Posted 26 July 2011 - 12:22 AM
I was in the midst of bathing my dogs when I heard on the news and immediately came to the computer then went straight to bed. When I woke, the first thing on my mind was this and for a second, I thought it was a bad dream. I had to come back to the pc to make sure I wasn't dreaming.
the worst part for me is that at the age of 47, there is no one else I can turn to-honestly I would feel silly sharing my grief with those that just would not understand.
thank goodness for this forum. the one I belonged to has been shut down for a week or so.
I still sometimes can't believe it. Honestly, it is hard to see pictures of her, and the moving avatars here are bittersweet. I am thankful to all of you that post them because I know someday it will not hurt as bad to see them so I don't mean that in any negative way or am not criticizing.
I too feel just so empty. I work nights and have had to work since Saturday. I have not spent much time sleeping and instead find comfort in places like this.
the worst part for me is that at the age of 47, there is no one else I can turn to-honestly I would feel silly sharing my grief with those that just would not understand.
thank goodness for this forum. the one I belonged to has been shut down for a week or so.
I still sometimes can't believe it. Honestly, it is hard to see pictures of her, and the moving avatars here are bittersweet. I am thankful to all of you that post them because I know someday it will not hurt as bad to see them so I don't mean that in any negative way or am not criticizing.
I too feel just so empty. I work nights and have had to work since Saturday. I have not spent much time sleeping and instead find comfort in places like this.
:'-(She was the DiVinci of my music world!
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