Hi, apologies for the late reply to this post, I've only just joined the forum after dipping into it now and again as a guest. There were reports that she had a massive row with Reg the day before, this must have had some effect and was the possible cause of the reported drinking binge. I think she might have got to the state where she didn't care any more. We all have seen the reports that she said if she could give it all back just to be able to walk down the street she would. And also that she said if she died tomorrow she'd be happy. The fact that she was trying to contact old friends was either a cry for help or an attempt to say goodbye, suggesting that she could well have known she was dying, this and the fact that she spent the evening reminiscing by watching YouTube videos and looking through old photographs. Whether her death was intentional or accidental I wouldn't like to speculate and we'll never know. I prefer to think it was accidental and I'm sure she knew she was dying. It still upset me when I think about either possibility. Well that's my thoughts on the subject, probably nothing new, just sharing my thoughts.
I am totally convinced that her death was a suicide. It's very hard to admit (I DO know.I've been her fan since 2006), but this theory just makes a sense out of the rest. 2 months before her passing, she checked herself into the Priory- which is a famous rehab centre in London- and a doctor told her that if she was going to drink again...then her heart would more likely just collapse (THIS was indeed, what happened. WHY 5 BOTTLES? NOT 1, NOR 3...BUT 5!). Besides, on the 18th of June onwards, she was becoming a topic trending after her shambolic perfomance at Belgrade (Just put yourselve in her shoes, watching those horrible videos on the Internet). That must have been difficult for an artist like AMY, who always used to amaze us with her unbelievable voice and immense talent. What is more, she had told her hairdresser's (Alex) she would be dead at 27.
I believe she should have never perfomed on stage until a new record had been produced. She just didn't care about that old album any longer.
