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Anyone else get the blues/feel deeply sad here and there?


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#1 Mizzwanned

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Posted 25 August 2017 - 02:54 AM

I felt an intense connection with Amy because when I first listened to 'Back to Black' and then the rest of her music it just so happened that I was going through a horrible break up. I'm talking after about 8 years of going out. So when I listened to her, each song I heard it was like wow, this is exactly how I feel. She put it all into words...and I felt so attached to her. I'm still not over her death. Every now and then I think of her and tears come to my eyes. Then I am filled with regret that I never knew about her like that when she was alive and well. I didn't seek her music. I never went to her concert. I so wished to be her friend. Anyway the point is-I get deep feelings of sadness. Even more so recently. There will not be one like her in a looong time. She was so UNIQUE. One of a kind. When I miss her terribly I look up her videos on YouTube to comfort me. For a little bit I was okay. Then it hits me, she is not coming back. And I've just been so so sad..as if I lost a friend
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Posted 27 August 2017 - 09:38 AM

I can relate to what you said. When she was alive I listened to some of her songs, but I wasn't really much into her music. A couple of years ago I started to listen more and I felt like I found a friend...her lyrics, her way to express feelings when she sang. All pure magic.
The fact that she was diagnosed with depression, that is a thing we have in common. Lot of people say that she was left alone with her demons and that's exactly how I feel sometimes, but then I listen to her, watch her videos and interviews and I feel like I'm not alone, I'm not the only one in this world that feel like this.
We lost her, but what she left to us will always be there.. Her heart, her passion, her music
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Posted 31 August 2017 - 05:27 AM

Exactly . I'm glad someone else feels similar and I'm not alone in that. I know many people across the world feel the same way about her

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Posted 24 September 2017 - 06:26 PM

A big hug to you @Mizzwanned today I feel such a heaviness in my heart. Looking through interviews just made me feel like you do. I'm glad we can all relate and I know we all would have wanted her to be here . I hope we get new music if there is really tracks out there . I can't believe it at times 6 years without her and I still remember the day I first heard her beautiful voice. Big hugs and much love to everyone .
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Posted 25 September 2017 - 02:53 AM

A big hug to you @Mizzwanned today I feel such a heaviness in my heart. Looking through interviews just made me feel like you do. I'm glad we can all relate and I know we all would have wanted her to be here . I hope we get new music if there is really tracks out there . I can't believe it at times 6 years without her and I still remember the day I first heard her beautiful voice. Big hugs and much love to everyone .


Thanks. Hugs to you to <3. We all have days like it. There's just never been an artist that has captured my attention like she has. I listen to artists interviews these days, their 'music' and nothing. I get so bored. (I recently watched gaga's documentary and thought there's nothing special about her. Not that she's not special, there was just no spark..idk how to explain. Whenever Amy spoke I wanted to hear more) There's no artist now that ever made me feel like she did. Or interested me. There are days here and there when important things happen and I'm always like "I wonder what Amy would have thought of this..." or I hear a certain artist on the radio. I think what she would think haha I always think what life would be like right now if she were still here and if I would have finally saw her in concert. Or met her. I follow lots of her friends on instagram and it's weird to see them all going on, and she's not there. And I know they all miss her like crazy. They post pics of her here and there...it's just sad really. How life goes on and on and all this shit has happened, and she's not here. And more and more time passes, it will be 10 years sooner than later..




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