Another excerpt from the book, talking about her final days …
Howard Sounes tells of Amy Winehouse’s final days and her admission to the 27 Club
AMY discharged herself from the Priory on May 31, 2011, angry with those people who had persuaded her to go to the clinic.
Neither her brief stay at the Priory, nor her doctor’s written warning, altered her behaviour. Amy joked about Dr Cristina Romete’s warning that her drinking was putting her life in danger.
"She would constantly joke about it and she would laugh about it,‘’ says Amy’s drummer, Troy Miller. "(And) we would all laugh, not in a sinister way, because she was genuinely joking about it. It’s not that she knew it was going to happen, but she was ill. She was sick.‘’
By which he means that Amy had psychological problems. "She had a dark sense of humour.‘’
One might think that Amy was in no state to sing at a family bar mitzvah, let alone give a concert, yet there were plans afoot for a European tour starting in Belgrade, Serbia, on June 18, continuing through another 11 equally out-of-the-way places.
Mitch Winehouse writes that Amy herself wanted to tour, despite the misgivings of her manager. She ordered stage suits for her band and arranged to give a private warm-up show at the 100 Club in London on June 12. It was at this club appearance that she betrayed warning signs of the disaster that was to follow.
Amy had been sober for several days, some say weeks, before the 100 Club gig. But on the day of the performance she was gripped with stage fright, craved a drink and became bad-tempered.
Finally she was able to perform and the show went tolerably well. But if Amy had got herself into this state at a club gig in front of family and friends, what would she be like on tour?
Five days later, on the eve of the east-European tour, Amy told her father that she did not want to perform. Mitch asked her why, but he couldn’t get a lucid explanation. The next day she apparently changed her mind and boarded the private plane leased for the tour.
The first show, on the evening of Saturday, June 18, was an open-air event in the grounds of the Kalemegdan Fortress, in Belgrade. On a hot summer night Amy and a cast of support acts drew an audience of 20,000 from across Serbia and neighbouring east-European states. Once again Amy was gripped with stage fright.
Mitch, who wasn’t present, writes that she became agitated before the concert and asked her manager for a drink, "so Raye (Cosbert) had allowed her one glass of wine to calm her down’'.
Unless this glass was as big as a bucket it would not account for the state Amy was in before going onstage. Either she drank a great deal more than one glass, or she mixed alcohol with medication, or both.
She was out of her head by show time and, by this time, did not want to perform. But 20,000 people were yelling Amy’s name, with 11 more dates to follow.
Finally the band was given the signal to start.
Amy let the audience sing most of the first verse of Tears Dry on Their Own while she danced with backing vocalist Zalon Thompson, shouting the occasional line. The song was about ex-husband Blake Fielder-Civil and therefore was one of the songs she found difficult.
She roused herself to sing a couple of the most vivid lines about their doomed love and then gave up.
The next moment she seemed to nod off, stumbled and grabbed the microphone stand for support. People were laughing now. Throughout the show Amy alternated between inebriation, pathos and schoolgirl cheek. The stage manager got Amy off as the crowd howled and booed, furious they had paid to see a fiasco. There were no encores.
Amy’s career ended in Belgrade.
The tour party left that night for Istanbul where the next concert was due to take place. But the show was cancelled, along with the rest of the tour. Amy would never perform again. As with Jimi Hendrix, despite creating glorious music and giving some extraordinary concerts, Amy was booed offstage at the last, at an obscure open-air gig in a foreign land.
Amy checked into the W Hotel in Istanbul, where she was joined by her boyfriend Reg Traviss. By the time Reg arrived, his girlfriend was sober and contrite.
"She was taking it quite seriously. She was like, ‘Aw, f—, what did I do?’‘’
Amy and Reg returned to London on June 22.
She looked on YouTube to see amateur footage taken by fans in Belgrade with their phones. It was unusual for Amy to look at herself online, though she did so more than once during her final days.
Amy was sober for several days after Belgrade. Then she started drinking again, possibly triggered by news that Blake had been given 32 months for burglary and possession of an imitation firearm.
Reg spent Tuesday night (July 19) at Camden Square, leaving for work the following morning around the time Amy’s bodyguard, Andrew Morris, returned to work after a break.
He says Amy was sober when he left the house, though she had got up early to go downstairs to make breakfast.
This is significant because Andrew told the police that when he arrived at 10am he realised that Amy had been drinking, "because of the way she was speaking to me’‘. He wouldn’t say she was "drunk’'. He had seen Amy drunk too many times to use that word lightly.
Amy was going out that evening. She was going to hear Dionne Bromfield sing at the Roundhouse, which turned out to be the scene of her last public appearance.
Dionne, still only 15, but a confident performer with a strong voice, introduced her "godmother’’ to the audience.
Amy bounded onstage wearing a Fred Perry top and jeans. She was chewing gum and looked edgy. Dionne gave the signal for the band to play Mama Said. She appeared to want Amy to join her in a duet, but Amy merely danced around the stage, looking evasive and high. Still, she hugged Dionne at the end of the song and exhorted the crowd to cheer.
Mitch called by Amy’s house the next day, Thursday, July 21, and found his daughter looking at family photographs. He was flying to New York in the morning and didn’t see Amy alive again.
Amy spoke to Reg on the phone. He was busy at work and would not come over that evening. As we have seen, she disliked being alone, but several people she would normally count on for company were unavailable.
Janis Winehouse visited at lunchtime on Friday, with her partner Richard Collins. "When we left, she hugged me and said, ‘I love you, Mummy’. She was always calling me that and telling me she loved me. Amy never really grew up. She was like a little girl, permanently fixed in time as a kiddie.‘’
Amy drank throughout the rest of the day.
In her eternal search for company Amy had been Skyping Ricardo Canadinhas. He was appearing in drag, as Miss Mince Meat, at the nightclub Heaven.
"When she was on Skype it was because no one was there,‘’ says Ricardo, providing an insight into how lonely Amy had become. “She was, like, ‘talk to me, talk to me’.” The loneliness was almost palpable, reminiscent of Janis Joplin’s.
Attempts to reach other friends failed.
"A lot of people had missed phone calls. Basically everyone was out,‘’ says Doug Charles-Ridler. "I think Kelly (Osbourne) said she tried to Skype. Naomi (Parry) had missed calls. Everyone, like, had missed calls from her. No one picked up and she was alone.‘’
To comfort herself Amy drank. She drank vodka more or less constantly during the last three days of her life. But her GP was satisfied that Amy was not suicidal.
"She specifically said she did not want to die,‘’ Dr Romete told the police, adding that Amy said there were things she wanted to do.
Most of the principal 27s died at night. Similar to several others, Amy was alone at the end. Andrew was in the house, but Amy was alone in her bedroom suite. As a result it is not known for certain what she did at the last, or what she consumed, other than that she probably drank more vodka, judging by the post-mortem evidence and the empty bottles found in her room.
So she drank to forget herself and her problems, as drunkards do.
She drank herself into a stupor in the early hours. Then she curled up to sleep as the sky lightened with the dawn. She may not have meant to die. But, like the other 27s, she had lived dangerously for a long time.
Death had been shadowing her for years, sometimes coming close, sometimes retreating. We can imagine Death materialising at the foot of her bed as the vodka bottle slipped from her grasp and the last grains of sand ran through the hourglass.
This is an edited extract of Amy, 27, by Howard Sounes (Hodder &Stoughton, $29.99), in stores on Tuesday.
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