I’ve actually been meaning to compile this list for a while, so I might as well do it now lol.
- Obviously, the statements Sam made in this post. “I cannot see you for a while”.
- She talked about joining the 27 club with multiple people, such as Alex Haines and Alex Foldan
- Janis wrote in her book that Amy just casually stated: “You know I’m not gonna be there” when they talked about Janis’ upcoming wedding to Richard.
- In the week or days immediately before her death, she told one of the owners of a bar (if i recall correctly) to “take care” of her dad for her.
- Dale mentioned in the “A Life in 10 Pictures” documentary that when he last saw her at Dionne’s Roundhouse gig, she asked him to give her a hug because she was “cold” (which he said was unusual), like a final goodbye hug, which lasted 10 minutes. She also called him on the Friday before her death and asked him if he thought she was a good singer, reminiscing.
- She was reminiscing a lot about her life in the days before her death: looking at old photos, watching YouTube videos of herself, asking her dad to cuddle/hold her as they looked through photos and they cuddled for an hour (this is common behavior of suicidal people). Her dad even theorizes in his book when talking about that night together whether Amy had a “premonition” that she was gonna die (which is laughable to me because Janis also said something like that, but it just never crossed their minds that she would be suicidal?? not psychic lol)
- She repeatedly told Tyler James that she was “tired”, as in tired of life.
- Blake said one of her final texts to him was “I will always love you” or something along those lines.
- I read on these forums that she was giving away her stuff in her final days. I’m not sure where that info comes from, but that’s typical suicidal behavior.
- Her phone call to Juliette, heard in the documentary, apologizing for everything, making amends (again, typical suicidal behavior).
- Her last text to Kristian Marr: “I’m gonna be here always”, sent at 3 am on the Saturday of her death (suggested by amyinourhearts)
I def would like to sit down and expand and clarify this list with sources, but I’ve consumed a lot of media about Amy and just piecing everything together, to me, it’s blatant that she intended to die.