That is why I get pissed off at they keep saying she's this or that, when in actuality (because of the drug) she is not thinking normally. It is hard for her to try to get better when she doesn't think she has a problema and she's got the $ to cover the cost of getting high. When an addiction is present, the entire focus is that/those drug(s)! Not your children, your career, not your loved ones, just when your next high will be. Maybe others will understand that now that you've said because all I get is flack when I say she is not responsible for her behavior of thought process right now.
Agree. It really annoys me that they just think Amy is a junkie and nothing else. It isn't the real Amy we have been seeing lately, and we know that. But other people don't. And it's tiring always having to explain that, over and over again.
I think I mentioned that before but all this affects me personally in a way. When I first saw the headline on www.thesun.co.uk about this *u*king vid I had stomach ache within minutes. I feel physically affected every time I hear/read that kind of bad news and I feel mentally exhausted too. I know this is maybe ridiculous but it is the side-effect of identifying with Amy so much.
Every time I hear the news I fear to hear something like "Amy Winehouse is dead" - When Heath Ledger died recently this worry increased.
Me too, absolutely. Just hearing her name on the news in the morning can make my hear start beating faster. And things like the Sun video give me this sickening feeling.
And I've had many dreams about Amy (20-ish), I've never had that before with anyone else. I hadn't had any for a while now but this past week I've had 2 again.
Has anyone else been wondering about how Amy is feeling? (I guess so) Last night in bed I kept on thinking about her, how lonely she could have been feeling that first night on her own in rehab.
