News of the World
"I'M HAVING BLAKE'S LOVECHILD"
We had sex in rehab..Blake wants to bring up baby
By James Desborough & Keith Gladdis, 12/04/2009
A JOBLESS mum-of-two has revealed she is six weeks' PREGNANT with the baby of Amy Winehouse's estranged junkie husband Blake Fielder Civil.
The news could wreck love rat Blake's plan to grab half his rock star wife's £10 million fortune in a divorce settlement.
Gilleen Morris, 31, told how the child was conceived in REHAB and confessed: "Blake seduced me and we had a secret fling.
"When I told him I was pregnant he said, 'Oh f***!' But he vowed to stand by me and raise the child."
Gilleen admitted she was stunned at Blake's reaction when she revealed this week she was carrying his baby after their secret sex sessions.
Choking back tears she said: "Initially I was planning to have an abortion but Blake's vow has completely thrown me.
"I never planned for any more children. Our fling was just a bit of fun. I never imagined these consequences.
"I'm now confused and don't know what to do."
Whatever she decides, Gilleen's bombshell revelations will seriously damage Blake's efforts to bank £5 million of singer Amy's fortune in their bitter divorce battle.
For the 27-year-old hypocrite hubby has been compiling a case against his estranged wife on the grounds of HER infidelity.
The News of the World revealed how furious Blake-jailed last July for assault and perverting justice-launched proceedings after seeing pictures of Amy snogging actor Josh Bowman on holiday in St Lucia.
Since then Blake's lawyers have been secretly negotiating a settlement out of court, with his mum Georgette branding Amy "a cheat" and "a trollop", at the same time insisting her son was faithful.
But today's news that his secret lover is six weeks' pregnant will throw the Fielder Civil divorce team in turmoil.
Jobless heroin addict Gilleen of Northallerton, North Yorkshire, revealed how shamed jailbird Blake has already CONFESSED their fling to mum Georgette.
He WANTS her involved in the pregnancy while he battles his drug dependencies ready BRING UP the baby himself.
Blake has also begged Gilleen to avoid drugs for the sake of his unborn child's health.
"I was surprised how supportive he was," said Gilleen. "I don't think he'd say he'll stand by me if he didn't mean it.
And if Amy wants to be a stepmum I wouldn't mind, as long as she steered clear of drugs and self-harming.
"It's also lovely that Blake's mum wants to go with me to the hospital.
"It's a nice gesture, but it will be nerve-racking meeting her for the first time, let alone explaining how this happened."
Gilleen, mum to a daughter aged seven and a boy of 12 who live with their gran, met Blake at the Phoenix Futures Rehab Centre in Sheffield, Yorkshire, in late February.
He made a pass at her within a few hours of checking in.
"I hadn't a clue who he was at first," said Gilleen.
"I didn't fancy him but he was very smooth-talking and had the patter.
"As soon as he arrived he came on to me and was very persistent.
"He was always coming over to chat to me and making me laugh. He was really nice.
"He told me people used to go down to the communal lounge, nicknamed the snug, late at night to drink vodka and have sex.
"He asked me if I wanted to go down with him and said he'd keep a spot warm for me. I knew what he meant-and that was sex." After a couple of days Gilleen gave in.
"It was about 12.30am and Blake was already down in the snug," she recalled. "I felt a little bit embarrassed walking into the room because the other people there knew what I'd come down for.
"We sat in the snug for a while then Blake asked if I wanted to go for a cigarette.
"You weren't allowed to smoke in the building but there were extractor fans in the toilets downstairs where the wardens don't really patrol.
"So I followed him in just for a smoke, and locked the door.
"We had a fag and then he put his lips to mine and started kissing me.
"We quickly stripped off and were touching each other. There wasn't much talking, just kissing.
"Pretty quickly one thing led to another and we were soon having sex. Blake was quite good.
"After 20 minutes we put our clothes back on and went back to the snug, and all the others smirked and giggled at us.
"Blake told me that was the first time he'd had sex for a long time because he'd been in prison. After that we met up there every other night for sex.
"But we didn't use condoms and I wasn't using contraception. I regret that now.
"I couldn't help liking Blake though, as he's an entertainer most of the time, which made me laugh lots.
"He was bubbly and would get up in the morning and sing. He always had something to say.
"He paid me compliments all the time saying how I had lovely eyes and how nice I looked."
Blake rarely mentioned Amy to Gilleen and the others.
"He only spoke about her to me once," said Gilleen.
"There was a photograph of Amy in the paper. It was when she was sat on the floor crying, saying she wanted her Blakey back.
"He asked me if I thought she was pretty. I laughed and said no. Blake said that he thought she was attractive but not pretty. I never once felt guilty about sleeping with Blake, because he told me he was never going back to her.
"He told me, 'It's over between us.'
"It was just a bit of fun and it was never meant to last. I wasn't going to be there forever and neither was Blake."
The pair's three-week fling came to an abrupt end when an overnight warden caught them leaving their makeshift love nest just seconds apart. Senior staff warned them to stay apart or face expulsion.
It was soon afterwards that Gilleen realised she must be pregnant but was given notice to leave the centre for disobeying house rules, boozing and smoking.
"During one morning residents' meeting I managed to briefly speak to Blake and tell him about the baby," she added. "That's when he said, 'Oh f***! I knew this would happen.'
"That was the only chance I had to say anything to him in there.
"But I have spoken to him on the phone since and he's nervous although very supportive."
After leaving the centre on March 26 Gilleen took a home pregnancy test which was positive.
Then on April 2 it was confirmed by her GP.
Gilleen said: "I'm in a daze and it still hasn't all sunk in.
"Life as single mum wouldn't be good. I raised two kids before as a single mum and it was very tough.
"I'm older now, but every day is a challenge to stay off heroin. Once I've met Blake again face to face I'll decide what to do.
"It's nice that he's thinking about taking the responsibilities of becoming a dad.
"He's too young to settle down, but if he could be a good parent that's something different.
"It would be good for him. Having a child gives you a new outlook on life. You see things differently.
"Blake would want to protect the baby. It could help beat his drug problems."
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Damn.
