34 replies to this topic

[AlabamaGirl2007]

I just want to talk and chat with fans who understand...I have received texts from so many friends but really I want to talk to the fans...

Please I'm just feeling sick...

I will even give my number out, I don't care. I just need to talk to someone. This is so overwhelmingly sad.

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[what'sinsideher]

I understand how you feel, I haven't wanted to close out this forum. It hurts to look at all the coverage but somehow it makes me feel less alone seeing all the other fans talking about her and expressing the same things I'm feeling. I'm just feeling devastated, like I've lost one of my friends or a member of my family. Poor, beautiful Amy...

[AlabamaGirl2007]

I know. A lot of people have told me I am too upset and am being unreasonable. I can't help it, a part of me seriously is feeling empty.

[what'sinsideher]

I don't think you're being unreasonable at all. It takes time to heal when you lose someone. It's going to hurt for a while. Just because we never met her, it doesn't mean we didn't feel a personal connection to her. I think we were all touched by something in her music and her music was deeply personal.

[AlabamaGirl2007]

Do you think we will ever feel better about this? I am afraid I will always feel this way. G-d bless you, Amy.

[LaPeep]

I know how you feel but I don't think it is good for you to have your phone number up as there are alot of guests online now.... something like 600..... people that are not registered at AWF....

[AlabamaGirl2007]

I know, I just don't care much because I don't have anyone to talk to about this.

[Lainey]

^ I agree with LaPeep - you might want to edit your post. That stuff stays on the internet forever. Maybe someone could PM you instead?

[Mama_Haze]

It's not unreasonable at all x

[what'sinsideher]

I can't speak for everyone but I know that when I've lost loved ones in the past, the pain does eventually start to fade. You don't forget but one day you're able to think about them without feeling like you're going to burst into tears. But this is still so new, I think it's too soon to think about healing.

I don't think I'll ever be able to listen to her music the same again, I think that will always be painful.

[AlabamaGirl2007]

Ok, I'll delete it. Do you think we will always feel an emptiness from it or will eventually feel better. This is so fucking raw right now. Oh my G-d. I have followed her for what seems like the longest time. While I hated the paparazzi, I read all her interviews, collected the magazines, watched the interviews, listened to the albums. Whenever anyone bashed her, I stuck up for her. I always wanted the best for this beautiful woman. May G-d rest her soul...I have never felt the same way about any other celebrity. I'm not obsessed but I am very sad.

[xxGodisLovexx]

I still feel like this isn't real i was hoping one day to see her live.Man this hurts me so much and breaks my heart.
i can't look at her videos because i will start to cry.

[Lainey]

^^ I agree. Amy is the only 'celebrity' (I hate that word - ha!) that I have ever really given a toss about. Crazy, really.

I'm just so devastated. It's weird, and I can't quite explain it.

[AlabamaGirl2007]

I know I keep asking the same question but do you think we will ever get over it? It is so raw right now. I just cried to my boyfriend about it and I feel bad because he just had surgery. UGH...

[amyfanatic]

No. I don't think I'll ever get over it. I don't know about other people. I've never in my life been so emotionally attached to an artist as I was with Amy. I always felt I knew her,got her. There's a hole in my heart already where my girl used to be. A part of me is simply missing. It's died today.