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[Juan19]

That's how these 65 days are passing unfortunately... I know I have to talk to someone close but what should I tell him... He/She'll be like "You're kidding me..." or something like that... Thanks for the message... :'-(

Yeah I agree with you! My family and friend will say that same thing if I tell them and they won't understand. Good thing there is this place so we have each other as support! I try to get over it but its just hard! We will get better in time,but we most not forget her!

[AmyInBlood]

Yeah I agree with you! My family and friend will say that same thing if I tell them and they won't understand. Good thing there is this place so we have each other as support! I try to get over it but its just hard! We will get better in time,but we most not forget her!

Family,friends, anybody... They wouldn't understand me... Yeah... This forum is helping me because people here understand me... Sometimes I get the feeling I'll live in this pain forever... :'-(

[Juan19]

Family,friends, anybody... They wouldn't understand me... Yeah... This forum is helping me because people here understand me... Sometimes I get the feeling I'll live in this pain forever... :'-(

Were in the same boat! U won't. Time heals everything. It will still affect us in a way, but it will be less and less. We will still miss her and be sad but it will get better. We should just keep her in our prayers and keep on listening to her music. She left us that as a gift.

[AmyInBlood]

Were in the same boat! U won't. Time heals everything. It will still affect us in a way, but it will be less and less. We will still miss her and be sad but it will get better. We should just keep her in our prayers and keep on listening to her music. She left us that as a gift.

That's what I've been doing but since she left I can't listen to her music without crying... :'( We'll see, but every day is harder and harder...

Love you Amy... <3

[Juan19]

That's what I've been doing but since she left I can't listen to her music without crying... :'( We'll see, but every day is harder and harder...

Love you Amy... <3

It does get harder and harder! I wish amy was still alive and well!

[AmyInBlood]

It does get harder and harder! I wish amy was still alive and well!

I wish I could enjoy her music like before... I would give and do anything for her to be alive... Why Amy? :'-(

[AmyInBlood]

How is everybody feeling?
For me it's horrible... Every day is worse than the day before... I miss her sooooo much... :'-(

[Juan19]

Same way as you. Its like a nightmare

[JamaicaAndSpain]

Still the same. Can't get over it. It's just too hard.

[Amy Jenna Harper]

Difficult...

Steel sad..and I think I am a little bit mad too :/

[ladyamy]

Same for me. I can't stop crying. My life won't be the same again.

[YouShouldBeStrongerThanMe]

It is kind of scary that someone that I did not know personally can have such a huge impact on me.

[Amy Jenna Harper]

It's kind of suicide I think..(that she had)

She didn't want to be helped..I don't know what to think actually :/

[AmyInBlood]

It is kind of scary that someone that I did not know personally can have such a huge impact on me.

Exactly... I didn't even know her and I love her more than anyone in this fucking world... I can't believe it... Just watched one of her old concerts... I'm still crying... It's so sad... :'(

I miss her so much... :'(

[YouShouldBeStrongerThanMe]

It's kind of suicide I think..(that she had)

She didn't want to be helped..I don't know what to think actually :/

She did not want to die. She wanted help but I think that she did not think that it would help her quitting the alcohol if she did it by slowly stopping. She just stopped and I truly believe that killed her.
Amy was a happy girl the last days of her life. Look at the pictures and the videos. She is smiling and laughing. I haven't seen her that happy for many years. She was actually recovering from some rough years, so please don't say she committed suicide. This was a tragically accident and it happened to Amy because she wanted to stop drinking so much.