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Three years on - Your thoughts and tributes
#19
Posted 23 July 2014 - 01:01 PM
"I must be a mermaid. I have no fear of depths and a great fear of shallow living."
- Anais Nin
#20
Posted 23 July 2014 - 02:33 PM
Hello everybody! I missed Amy's fanbase so much. Today I wanted to sign in and be with people like me. Sometimes I feel like I'm betraying to Amy because I became distant from these kind of fan stuff and my facebook page etc. But then I realize that I still listen to Amy very often and when things common to her happen, I think of her and remember her reactions. Last year's July 23rd, I was crying like a baby. Actually I was crying because my family was going too hard on me about my love for Amy and I couldn't stand it. Sometimes I still feel like crying, I feel that fucked up feeling but I can't cry. And I think that's what hurts most.
// I'm so tired, I can't even cry //
I just want to post something special to me from 2012's July 23rd. Maybe some of you remember this...
I really missed you guys so much and I'm thinking of being more active on this forum again. May her lovely soul rest in peace, my queen of Camden.
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16 letters, 3 words, 5 syllables, 1 woman, a big talent;
Amy Jade Winehouse :missyou:
My Amy Fan Page >> http://www.facebook.com/BritLioness
My Tumblr >> http://winehouseanddelrey.tumblr.com/
#21
Posted 23 July 2014 - 02:42 PM
It's a choice for all that struggle
See nothing as a miracle or everything the same
Until i die she's my girl, still i'm lost
But i prefer the miracle no matter the cost.
I love you, we love you, but you couldn't love yourself
I put her mothers book back on the shelf
Stared in the distance till the sun came up
Eighty years old but 80's not enough.
Thank you baby, butterfly kisses
We loved you then as we love you now.
My tears never ending an ocean or more
Blood red drops fall from my eyes
They disappear before they hit the floor
It's the price we pay for loving another
Father-mother-sister-brother
Let others ridicule her as they wish
Just another in one ear out the other
- Sassy, Cecilia, Birdieava and 5 others like this
#23
Posted 23 July 2014 - 06:50 PM
It's only been three years but it feels really far removed; one of my relatives died a couple of months before Amy in 2011 and it's strange how your perspective shifts with time. I'm just grateful I got to hear her in my lifetime and be positively influenced by her and her music.
I still wonder 'bout the things you do Miss Winehouse, rest in peace. x
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#26
Posted 23 July 2014 - 09:19 PM
Terrible thing for any parent to have to tolerate, every year, birthday and Christmas, It goes on and on. My thoughts are with Mitch and Janis today, and I feel It necessary to thank them both for their tireless work on behave of the AWF. Keep moving forward guys....keep moving forward.
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#28
Posted 24 July 2014 - 10:19 AM
It that time if year again.
I am not working in camden anymore so i wont be able to take tributes up to the house.
Thinking if your all.xx
For Amy: we are still here and we still remember.
Miss ya kid X
Unfortunately I couldn't make it either this year, but it looks like other fans still went to her house to leave tributes. Here are a few pictures from TMZ:
More here: http://www.tmz.com/2...-alcohol-house/
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#29
Posted 24 July 2014 - 03:05 PM
glad to hear, that people still come to her house and make tributes, transparents or write letters to her. what amazes me, ist that there is sso much creativity out there. hope, you had a great day, yesterday.
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#30
Posted 28 July 2014 - 07:36 AM
On Saturday I went by the British Embassy in Kiev when I saw Amy's portrait. It was printed on a sheet of paper and glued on the wall, right next to the entrance door. I'll be honest: I felt guilty, really guilty, because I didn't even think about doing something like that on the 23'rd. On the other hand, I never did anything special on that day, as it always makes me feeling too demotivated and depressed. I really love the 14'th of September, it's a great holiday for me, so I prefer to do something special on that day. The last nine-and-fourteen was so amazing (http://www.amywineho...ssion/?p=204046), but it seems this year I won't visit Camden Town (thanks to Mr.lilliPutin and his pretensions to my country), so I'll send her the birthday present by Royal Mail (I hope, Janis will help me to "pass" it to the recipient).
Anyway, there was no single day when I didn't think about Amy and didn't listen to her songs. Thanks to her for being with us and helping us to feel alive!
UPD (31.07.2014) I was here again yesterday, about 8 o'clock... The portrait was still here. There were no people, it was very quiet evening. I was with my guitar, so I stood and played for a minute or two for her, then I kept walking by the street. Walking and still playing, hoping she hears me
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