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[LuckyHorse]

While that first post got a lot of things wrong-

Rehab remix came out in 2007

Kelly did not tweet about mk ultra 

Her last show was a month before, not 3 days

The Jonathan Ross interview is from 2004

 

But there are some red flags about what happened.

Remember the testimony from the neighbour that heard screams during the night, he said it sounded like a weird game.

And in 2008, artist Marco Perego did a sculpture of a dead Amy called 'the only good rockstar is a dead rockstar'. He said that rockstars are 'the sacrifice of this world' and it was a warning to 'clean up her act'.

Amy said her grandma was a white witch, so who knows if they had ties to the occult?  

[Fierce]

I recalled the article about Amy's friend Natasha Anastasiades from Sylvia Young who died young in 2005... very sad coincidence

 

 

“Amy was a bit mystic and was once reading palms.

 

She turned to Natasha and said: ‘The only ones going to die young are you and I’.

 

“Natasha’s aunt told her not to say ­shocking things like that, but looking back now it seems strange that she would know what would one day happen to both of them.”

[amyinourhearts]

What was Amy referring to when she says big triangle shape in the video?

[TakeTheBox03]

What was Amy referring to when she says big triangle shape in the video?

not the Illuminati, I know that for sure

[ivycherrywine]

What was Amy referring to when she says big triangle shape in the video?

She probably meant that they were just trying to mold her into what the industry wanted her to be.

[amyinourhearts]

She probably meant that they were just trying to mold her into what the industry wanted her to be.

Is that expression used in the UK? I am not a native English speaker.

That phrase has always caught my attention.

[ivycherrywine]

Is that expression used in the UK? I am not a native English speaker.

That phrase has always caught my attention.

I'm not from the UK so I'm not really sure but it reminds of a phrase in the US where calling someone "a square" or "square" means they're like basic or boring. Maybe it's something similar to that. 

[whatisitaboutmen]

in tyler james' book my amy: the life we shared (which i've read countless times), he mentions someone like a medium telling him that a spirit is attached to him and that amy had 5 attached to her. amy's grandmother cynthia also did tarot, which if is true, could've opened a gateway for amy's demise. i don't practice sorcery, fortune-telling, or witchcraft, but i feel that it is possible that any sort of communication with the "dead" or "other side" allows room for attachment and gateways. the whole thing about amy knowing she would parish young is a bit eerie, not gonna lie. but, when someone lives like a train going 200mph, it's almost expected it will soon derail and crash.

 

i'm a bit conflicted between the two (being affiliated with the illuminati and being mentally ill) because we all know her personality was, in her own words "self destructive" and "addictive", which being as smart as she was, knew made her case worse. i feel she just couldn't help herself. she denied help and couldn't be helped because she didn't want to help herself. that's the mind of someone self-destructive, they purposely do themselves harm. i also feel she just didn't know how to ask for help, how to stop the charade. she loved and lived to the extreme, like a "bombshell" she called it.  i feel she was just special and behaved differently than anyone else. she was a one of a kind. i feel that amy wasn't involved with anything like this or at least willingly. amy was extremely intelligent. she had demons of course and at the end, unfortunately they won.

[TakeTheBox03]

in tyler james' book my amy: the life we shared (which i've read countless times), he mentions someone like a medium telling him that a spirit is attached to him and that amy had 5 attached to her. amy's grandmother cynthia also did tarot, which if is true, could've opened a gateway for amy's demise. i don't practice sorcery, fortune-telling, or witchcraft, but i feel that it is possible that any sort of communication with the "dead" or "other side" allows room for attachment and gateways. the whole thing about amy knowing she would parish young is a bit eerie, not gonna lie. but, when someone lives like a train going 200mph, it's almost expected it will soon derail and crash.

 

i'm a bit conflicted between the two (being affiliated with the illuminati and being mentally ill) because we all know her personality was, in her own words "self destructive" and "addictive", which being as smart as she was, knew made her case worse. i feel she just couldn't help herself. she denied help and couldn't be helped because she didn't want to help herself. that's the mind of someone self-destructive, they purposely do themselves harm. i also feel she just didn't know how to ask for help, how to stop the charade. she loved and lived to the extreme, like a "bombshell" she called it.  i feel she was just special and behaved differently than anyone else. she was a one of a kind. i feel that amy wasn't involved with anything like this or at least willingly. amy was extremely intelligent. she had demons of course and at the end, unfortunately they won.

sometimes I think she knew she would die young so she lived the rest of her life young. you can see she was very mature for a 20-27 year old

[whatisitaboutmen]

sometimes I think she knew she would die young so she lived the rest of her life young. you can see she was very mature for a 20-27 year old

that's possible, a yolo kind of thing. and yes, she was extremely mature. juliette herself said that amy was always very advanced.

[pinkismyfavoritecrayon]

The whole thing of Andrew not knowing she was dead for hours baffles me to this day. At that time, anyone who knew their elbow from their ass wouldn't leave her alone after a hard relapse. I recently watched another documentary that theorized what killed her, and I very much think it wasn't just the bulimia but that her being sober for so many weeks then drinking like she never stopped was a shock to her system and when she laid down, she stopped breathing, possibly went into a coma and died in her sleep.

Either way, I hope her leave was peaceful. I saw this the other week that made me real sad. Pretty much how I think it played out. Andrew said she was in high spirits but something just isn't right if Tyler said she called in the small hours of the morning sounding very drunk and upset. And she would pass a few hours later.

 

[LuckyHorse]

The whole thing of Andrew not knowing she was dead for hours baffles me to this day. At that time, anyone who knew their elbow from their ass wouldn't leave her alone after a hard relapse. I recently watched another documentary that theorized what killed her, and I very much think it wasn't just the bulimia but that her being sober for so many weeks then drinking like she never stopped was a shock to her system and when she laid down, she stopped breathing, possibly went into a coma and died in her sleep.

Either way, I hope her leave was peaceful. I saw this the other week that made me real sad. Pretty much how I think it played out. Andrew said she was in high spirits but something just isn't right if Tyler said she called in the small hours of the morning sounding very drunk and upset. And she would pass a few hours later.

 

 

Salam said Amy had a fight with some people when he was about to visit her before Nick's wedding.

[whatisitaboutmen]

The whole thing of Andrew not knowing she was dead for hours baffles me to this day. At that time, anyone who knew their elbow from their ass wouldn't leave her alone after a hard relapse. I recently watched another documentary that theorized what killed her, and I very much think it wasn't just the bulimia but that her being sober for so many weeks then drinking like she never stopped was a shock to her system and when she laid down, she stopped breathing, possibly went into a coma and died in her sleep.

Either way, I hope her leave was peaceful. I saw this the other week that made me real sad. Pretty much how I think it played out. Andrew said she was in high spirits but something just isn't right if Tyler said she called in the small hours of the morning sounding very drunk and upset. And she would pass a few hours later.

 

she also rang juliette and repeatedly stated "im sorry" which like you said anyone knowing their elbow from their ass wouldn't let that sit right with them. juliette said she just wanted to go pick up amy, take her back home and never let her go. amy said she wanted to see juliette, but why didn't juliette come get her immediately after such phone call? although, they weren't as close anymore, she knew amy since they were four. it's also strange that the night she passed, was the same night tyler left. they always had arguments and they'd get worked up and he started to just walk out now instead of dealing with her. all the people she called could've just assumed they felt it was another drunk, early morning/night, rambling call from amy. however, after she passed, they all knew she would pass soon? but she was becoming ethusiastic about life again? it's all very weird. maybe she became too much to argue with, they'd just push her aside?

[loveAMYforever]

I still don't believe in the Illuminati or anything like that. But I am sure that there is another dimension in which forces such as demons can work, which is why I have never dealt with witchcraft. We only see one-dimensionally and I believe that there is so much more around us that we simply cannot perceive. BtB is an album that speaks of foreboding for me. I also think Amy knew she wouldn't grow old. Was that the price of her singing voice? Many people say that Amy had an old soul and I felt that way too. That's why this album is so special to me and it touches me every time, especially the sad songs like BtB, Love is a losing Game, Wake up alone and Some unholy War. Even Salaam said that he still doesn't know what Amy wanted to say with some of the texts because they are so ambiguous. Tyler often left her house when he couldn't stand seeing her drunk anymore, sometimes sleeping downstairs in the gym when she wasn't feeling well. She seemed incredibly sad and tired to me the last few weeks. Also her last photos and the appearance with Dionne. She just drank too much (a lot) once again and that's when she developed bulimia, which led to a cardiac arrest - not consciously, but caused negligently. I think she was tired of it all, the pressure, the press - she just wanted to sing and be among people like before and was now living the life of a prisoner. She didn't even choose the house or design the interior (Mitch). She was reduced to a toddler. And if you think about how Amy lived at the beginning of her career: she seemed so self-confident. When she got together with Blake she became more and more childish and younger in my eyes, then in 2008 she looked 10 years older and in St. Lucia she became a little girl again.

[whatisitaboutmen]

I still don't believe in the Illuminati or anything like that. But I am sure that there is another dimension in which forces such as demons can work, which is why I have never dealt with witchcraft. We only see one-dimensionally and I believe that there is so much more around us that we simply cannot perceive. BtB is an album that speaks of foreboding for me. I also think Amy knew she wouldn't grow old. Was that the price of her singing voice? Many people say that Amy had an old soul and I felt that way too. That's why this album is so special to me and it touches me every time, especially the sad songs like BtB, Love is a losing Game, Wake up alone and Some unholy War. Even Salaam said that he still doesn't know what Amy wanted to say with some of the texts because they are so ambiguous. Tyler often left her house when he couldn't stand seeing her drunk anymore, sometimes sleeping downstairs in the gym when she wasn't feeling well. She seemed incredibly sad and tired to me the last few weeks. Also her last photos and the appearance with Dionne. She just drank too much (a lot) once again and that's when she developed bulimia, which led to a cardiac arrest - not consciously, but caused negligently. I think she was tired of it all, the pressure, the press - she just wanted to sing and be among people like before and was now living the life of a prisoner. She didn't even choose the house or design the interior (Mitch). She was reduced to a toddler. And if you think about how Amy lived at the beginning of her career: she seemed so self-confident. When she got together with Blake she became more and more childish and younger in my eyes, then in 2008 she looked 10 years older and in St. Lucia she became a little girl again.

in tyler james' book my amy: the life we shared, he explained on making her eggs one time, she would look at him and inch the plate with her finger til it fell off the counter onto the floor. literally, like a toddler would do if they didn't want the food. he would then make her more eggs and she'd promise that she'd eat them this time. he speaks a lot about her child-like behaviors and i felt so sympathetic reading it. it's always led me to wonder the psychologic perspective on why she went from being so precocious during frank to a 5 year-old little girl after b2b.