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[Ma_Jo]

And do you have any unfulfilled ambitions?
"Nope!" she says. "If I died tomorrow, I would be a happy girl."

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Think about it, think that if she could see what's happening she would be glad about her life and how many people in the world remember about her and tributes to her talent.
relax, live your own life, you are too focus in just one person and not in your own life, that person was amazing but unfortunatelly she is not anymore but will be forever our pretty idol and an icon in the world.
you are a too young, for sure you'll gonna see this from a different point when you grow up, there are many difficult times in life and death is one of the most hard to deal but most people can overcome a grief and go on with life, i know from my own epxerience, one of my ex lover died a couple years ago and when it did happens i became deeply depressed, i cried every day for months, felt that i couldn't stand the pain but time has left and now I can say that the grief can be overcome.

Edited by Ma_Jo, 11 October 2011 - 07:29 AM.

[catouplik]

I think that a lot of people here are giving lots of good advices and support. The next step is to try to reach for help and find someone that could listen to you without judging you. Unfortunately, it seems your parents are not very open to hear you at this point. But maybe there is a friend or someone else out there.

Maybe one thing could be to write. Explore what's inside you, you need to bring it all out. Good luck. Have faith in yourself.