When I was younger and not very mentally balanced (vast understatement), I was taking stupid amounts of drugs and drinking every day. I was obsessed with dying young then, because often I didn't value my life and I knew that what I was doing to myself couldn't last. That had nothing to do with tarot or clairvoyance, I never had a premonition or anything like that.
This to say that I can totally see why a few years ago Amy may have believed she would die young. She was abusing her body and of course she knew it, she wasn't stupid. I don't believe she still wanted that in recent years though, she worked so hard to turn her life around, she wanted to survive. But she was still drinking, and with all the damage done to her body... I do believe Tony Bennett when he says she knew she was in trouble. Mitch said that she'd had seizures and an iregular heartbeat. It makes me so sad and angry that she damaged herself that much herself at such a young age that she's dead now, even after so much effort to pull through.
This whole conspiracy theory stuff... You know, I do understand why people want to believe in it. I used to be obsessed with it all about 10 years ago - maybe more. Illuminati and numbers and everything's connected - I think it was good, because I looked at the world in a different way, learnt to be more critical of the media, not take anything at face value. Yeah, a small group of people rule the world. That's pretty obvious. And the entertainment industry too. But to link Amy's death to it? No. Amy had an illness. She died.