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[AmyInBlood]

It's still the same... I'm crying 24/7 and right now I'm shaking so bad I can barely breathe! I can't accept the fact that she's gone... I want her back! I won't get her back so I wanna go with her! I can't stand this anymore! My heart is aching so bad as well as my head! I can't do anything without her and I don't have the will for living! I love her more than any other person... I love her more than my mom,dad anybody! I can't describe my love for her, for my wonderful girl! Why did this have to happen?!?! WHY??!?!? Why my little angel... I miss her more and more every day and I can't get over it and I know that I'll live in this pain until I die... :'-(

Love you Amy... Take my hand and I'll go wherever you want pretty girl! <3

[Amy Jenna Harper]

You really need help..You should seen someone specialiste..

[Amysanchorcat]

Exactly what i think, i get you love her, we all do, but to love someone you never met, don't know personally more than your parents and to want to die, isn't healthy!, you deffo need help x

[StrongerThanMe]

Dear Stefan, I advise you to seek professional help. Your permanent grief will destroy your health. It isn't good for you. I'm sure you'll feel better when you talk to a psychologist/school psychologist. Believe me!

[Juan19]

I have been the same too, but i dont wanna die. Like everyone told you it isnt healthy to say u wanna die. We understand your grieve, we all are grieving at this point to even though its been 3 months already. You should go seek some professional help. I already did and have an appointment next friday with a shrink. My grandpa death, amys death and some other family issues have been affecting me since july. yes amys death still affects me, but i dont wish that i could die too. Its just with me 24/7 and its hard to get thru the day with all my problems`!

[Amy Jenna Harper]

Hope you will get better guys soon

@Juan19: I understand that it is really difficult..Courage the only think I can say..

[YouShouldBeStrongerThanMe]

Think you should consider getting professional help.

[Juan19]

Hope you will get better guys soon

@Juan19: I understand that it is really difficult..Courage the only think I can say..

Thank you jenna!!! Hopefully the Behavioral therapy works for me. imma give it a try. i dont wanna be put into medication for this.

[AmyInBlood]

Think you should consider getting professional help.

What it's about then?! I never felt this way and I know it's about Amy... :'-(

[Juan19]

What it's about then?! I never felt this way and I know it's about Amy... :'-(

its normal to grieve about a celebrity even though u didnt know them personally. Im going thru that to. Its tough. I have family problems, and amys death too bothering me everyday. Just try to get professional help. Go to your doctor and ask for one. If u dont want your parents to know whats your problem just tell your shrink not to tell them

[SteveV]

I'm a fair bit older than you and I never paid much attention to Amy until she passed. On the day I heard about it, I checked out some of her work on YT. I was stunned by her talent. How could I have not known about her? I've been talking about her with anyone who will listen. I'm told that I'm obsessed with her. Well, maybe I am. How can anyone not be obsessed with her? Well, of course, that's a silly question. Amy strikes people in different ways and people are different, but I think I have some inkling as to how you feel. Because of my age, I can put things in perspective. As a teenager, this must seem like the end of the world to you. It's not, and Amy would not have wanted you to feel this way.

You MUST get help. We really can't help you here. You need to talk this through with a professional who will not judge you. I don't know you, but I would feel very bad if you allowed your feelings for Amy to get out of hand.

[YouShouldBeStrongerThanMe]

What it's about then?! I never felt this way and I know it's about Amy... :'-(

It could be some deeper things that make Amy's death even harder for you to handle. I don't know you but you are really young and I think you should talk with someone before it gets out of hand.

[Birdieava]

please - anyone, get help if you need it! i just did today - i went to the shrink and got sleeping meds. this feeling of grievance that hasn't stopped as so many of you know it's the strangest thing..., and some problems at work made it impossible to deal with the world right now. i already lost a stone ...

[Juan19]

please - anyone, get help if you need it! i just did today - i went to the shrink and got sleeping meds. this feeling of grievance that hasn't stopped as so many of you know it's the strangest thing..., and some problems at work made it impossible to deal with the world right now. i already lost a stone ...

Glad you got help man. Hope it works for you man. I really do! I have an appointment with a shrink next friday. Hopefully it works. My doc said she wants to try out behavioral therapy

[Cecilia]

Stefan, you need to follow people's advice here. There is help out there but you have to take the first step and reach out for it. You are 16, that's a difficult age for most people, it makes it harder for you to deal with grief. That doesn't mean your suffering is necessary. You are punishing yourself by not getting help with this and there is no need for that. When you are depressed, you think you'll always feel that way and only death can change that. I know because I've felt like that too in the past, but guess what: I don't feel like that anymore now and I'm still alive. That's because those kind of desperate thoughts are the depression talking, they may feel completely true, but they're not. There is another way.

So please Stefan, pick up the phone today and call your doctor, or make an appointment with your school psychologist. These people will not judge you and what you tell them is confidential. They are there to help you.