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[tselekoglu]

Its just a horrible accident that happened to a lovely, but troubled, but getting on right path again, girl at a times in her life when we didn't expect it, if it would have happened 3-4 years ago, people would be sad, but not as shocked, coz she was in a bad way, in a bad place, thanx 2 bfc, so if she was going to do owt stupid, desperate it would have been then. She wanted babies and to do more in her career. x

That's what I mean. I want to accept it as an accident and dont want to hurt her more. Coz we are still asking ourselves why she's gone, trying to find answers but she is DEAD. We shouldn't hurt her more, I think. :-/

[Amysanchorcat]

It is harder, coz of how things worked out for her, if she'd not met blake, not got on drugs, not been a troubled soul, and was in an accident, we'd be sad, but there'd be none of this wondering, also if she'd been older and not such an amazing, unique creature, but, beacause of who she was, how she lived, how young she was, and she was getting better, though still battling booze, it makes it so much harder and painful to accept she's left us, but i refuse to read anything into it, lifes a bitch! x