I don't know... I never had experience with a psychologist... I agree with theprojectzero... I think it's normal... I love her so much and that's why I feel this way... She is the person I love the most... That's why I can't accept it and go on. York if you don't wanna help me don't complicate it. Thanks for the help everybody. I really appreciate it.
Stefan, we're not saying that grief isn't normal, it's perfectly natural. However, it's been 3 months since Amy's passing you and you have not moved any closer towards acceptance, if anything you seem to be feeling worse. You say you are crying all the time, cannot concentrate on homework, can't eat, can't sleep and want to die. Those are signs of Depression, they are no longer a healthy reaction to what happened. Depression can be treated, you do not need to feel like this, but you have to go and get the help that's there for you.
I understand that seeing a psychologist might seem a bit scary or overwhelming if you have never been before, but I promise you it isn't. They are there to help you, to listen to you and not judge you. Same goes for your doctor. Please stop saying there is nothing you can do, because that is clearly not true, you just have to pick up the phone and make that appointment.